SoSerée
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Poetry

Numb

Numb

If you were to ask me how I feel

I'd tell you nothing short of numb...

...dumb.... founded is how I now feel. 

 

Waiting to claim my time, my moment to shine

I sit with my back against the wall

Waiting... Debating... And preparing for the climb

 

Realizing that my hurdle may be much bigger than I, 

I'll run but start slow...

sure to get a head start 

I'll jump not looking below... 

Yet Scared, 

That when my feet are in the air I may never touch the ground again, 

But I'll fly...

Past the bullshit...&& far from a quick fix

Far from a bad mix and all it’s silent tricks

 

I want something fresh... Undoubted. 

Unbothered by lifes rollercoaster... 

I want to come up for air refreshed...

I just want to be sure, of this... 

Bliss... we're searching for... 

Yet Rides, are what we're takin for... 

Ups and downs and all around

Looking for real.. 

Deals... Spread thin over temporary feelings && therefore made to be broken.. 

Spilling over blank pages when emotions are too much for verbal words... 

Verbal mayhem...

across the page, when love was the wage

If only I could turn the page...